First Things First

I've been gone forever.
I know.

...but I have to get back to my job (my breaks about over), just had to say Happy Birthday to my favorite youngest sister ever: Nia Pearl.


She's 5 today.
Love her to pieces.

And I'm officially late for work BUT

I'll Be Back (Promise),
B

How My Night Went...

It was MARVELOUS!

If you look past me rushing to the event from class, because I have a night class on another Temple Campus (Center City from 530 to 830) and the event started at 7, and the people in the set I was in went on at 845.. I was pressing it. Got there hella close to 845, if not 845 exactly. Lucky for me, they had taken a 10min. break.

Whatever the case, I was pleased with my performance overall (even if my voice gave out at the end and ruined my last line), the people performing had wonderful energy, everyone from BABEL that performed killed it, and I was glad to finally meet Ms. Mayda del Valle (who was hella cool)... I so glad, in fact, that I actually let her sign the book I write my poems in. Here's a video of my performance and a couple other pics from the night:

I Just Might Die Happy,
B

Tomorrow I'm on the Lineup With...

Mayda del Valle!

Yes, one of my favorite poets will be sharing the stage/mic with me tomorrow... or maybe I'll be sharing the stage with her. Whatever the case, we're in a line-up together. I'm hype. The one poem I'm surely doing is Wilted Women. Any suggestions on the second?

Did I ever mention that she was the reason I decided to go natural/cut my hair off? I saw the poem I have below and was like "Wow. She chopped her hair off. That's bold." Then, it crossed my mind to do the same, I messaged her on Myspace, she got back to me months later like "Do it. It's liberating"... and here I am now. Anywho, check her out.

Here's a clip or two of her:


...and another performance of hers is on the post To All The Boys I've Loved Before. That's actually the name of her poem.

Uber Excited,
B

Breakdancing 101 [and another poem]

So, yesterday I was leaving the SAC (for Non-Temple students- that's the area for students to eat), and there were these dudes break dancing downstairs. There were two groups dancing beside each other and I was with Hannah , she's a part of Babel (the poetry collective I'm in).. the girl who I inspired to write a poem. She used to dance til' she had a knee injury, and I'm just saying this to say that she was as impressed as I was with what they were doing.

The result? I stood/sat around for about 2hrs and some change watching them bug out. I even got the nerve to try and learn a thing or two. They tried, but their effort wasn't well invested, because I didn't get much. Hey, that's why I write poems. It is what it is. They even had the audacity to invite me to their practice tonight... silly rabbit. They said I was "down", but their practices are closed so don't bring no clowns. Whatever the case, here's a clip I shot of what they were doing-mind you, the dude in the white shirt really starts going off when I stop recording. My timing is horrible:

After a while, I was worn out as if I had actually done some real work, and Hannah just couldn't stop dancing. Meanwhile, I just wanted to write and I started seeing all their moves in a metaphor. Well, it's not really much of a metaphor because breakdancing is one of the 4 elements of hip-hop (if you don't know, the 4 elements are emcee'ing, DJ'ing, graffiti, and break dancing). Either way, I was so caught up in their movements, and I think I just felt at home with hip-hop, if that makes any sense. Like, I haven't been really in tune with the music like I used to be... yeah, she's been losing me. But seeing them dance allowed me to experience and appreciate it (hip-hop) in a different form.

With all that being said, I wrote a poem about it. I've been writing my life away lately... wish I could write some other things away, but whatever. I think I may try and do a poem a day for the next.. ugh.. month? I'm not saying they'll be great, but they'll be poems. It'll be a challenge for me, similar to the one Hannah did in February. Without further adieu, here's the poem (I think it's called A Different Element):

He breakdanced
And to me it just looked like poetry
Hip-hop at its finest
Instead of saying "yo"
He just did fancy footwork
And the punchlines came to form when he froze
I was watching him make hip-hop

I was watching him make hip-hop
Had been a while since I made her acquaintance
Guess she realized her words were no longer moving
So she took a stab at break dancing
And I was captivated
Sat there watching her for hours

See, she lead me to this poetry shit
But now she had me messing up my wrist
Trying to get into her element
Hip-hop, I just wanna be with you
And if I can't find you in words
I'm willing to meet you half way in body movements

Or maybe I should start tagging walls
Granted, I've already began to make my mark
I want the kind of poetry that bleeds
Whatever it takes to be a dope MC
A master of compassion

And in the same manner poets can get on the mic and lie
I'd never be the kind of dancer who faked the funk
So hip-hop
Maybe you could teach me how to move like you
Cause you've said more than enough
And I think it's about time we took this to another level

Still a Poet,
B

Talent Recognize Talent

So, once again, Earl is the cause of me stumbling upon something. Before saying much, just look at the picture. And yes, he is talented in every instrument you see in his surroundings.

Behold: Colin Munroe. Impressive, much? Whatever the case, I'm on. Want a sample? I'm sure you're familiar with Kanye's-Flashing Lights. Here's the remixed edition. It's an oldie, but I should have explored a bit further after hearing this:



Here's his mixtape from December if your interest is even a lil' bit peaked. Just click the picture, duh:

Thanks (again) Earl,
B

Home Should be Where God Is

They say that home is where the heart is
I say that home should be where God is
Since that is the muscle that pumps the hardest
-Talaam Acey

Going home is always a wonderful experience. I wonder how this experience works out for military brats. Like, what area do they feel most connected to and for what reason? Personally, I was born/raised in Virginia Beach until I was 13. Then, I moved to Charlotte, NC... spent 5 consistent years there, and now I "visit" (at least, they feel like visits) between my breaks from school in Philadelphia, PA.

I'm saying all this to say that I spent Easter Weekend in Virginia, at HOME. In most cases, when I'm referencing home I'm referring to North Carolina, but Virginia is really the root of it all. I hadn't been since November, and I found such comfort in the smallest things. It's like, there are certain things that are just understood as a part of home. For some people, it's having to pull the bathroom door hard for it to close or knowing that the light in your hallway goes our randomly.

For me, home means I expect my brothers room to be a mess, I also expect the living room to be a mess because my brother thinks it's his room, I don't think twice about the small hole in the wall at the top of the steps, there will always be my favorite snacks (that my home in NC doesn't have) in the pantry, a bunch of guys will always be in my living room (compliments of my brother), and playing Scrabble is a must.

For example, as soon as I got off the plane in Virginia I had pulled out a copy of certain letters in the Scrabble dictionary that my gram had sent to me. Her sister (my great aunt) was also going to be there for the weekend and one of the things on my Bucket List is to beat her (the undefeated champ) in Scrabble. I must do this before I die. This is me trying to study various list of words all at once:

Clearly, this wasn't helpful.

Here's my crappy selection of letters. Blah.

Needless to say (or maybe it's not needless to say because you have faith in me, but whatever the case) I never beat her. I haven't played that game in ages so I was a tad rusty, but I'd openly challenge anyone else in the game... just not her. I was beating her for like.. ugh.. a whole 4minutes, and she even told me "Great job" twice. Yes, these were clearly the highlights of my weekend, but in the end- she's still the reigning champ, and I'm still the ::gasp:: loser. Hey, such is life.

The point of this all though, is no matter what I identify as home, it brings me the most awkward comfort. Lately I have been so overwhelmed by random things and apathetic about them all at the same time. Like, things are bothering me but they aren't bothering me enough to where I'm compelled to do something about them. Does that mean that I'm not really bothered at all? Whatever it means, I had been feeling a vacation was much needed. Home was just the cure. It was such a relief, and my grandma is such a delightful blessing to be around. I couldn't even begin to explain it.

I know this isn't much, but I just thought I'd share. Really, I just wanted to open the door for Scrabble challenges, because I definitely need the practice. Yup, I think that was the point of this. Hmph.

Lay Down,
B

Wilted Women [latest poem]

Babel's latest assignment was to write a poem about female genital mutilaton. I didn't think I would be able to come up with anything since I still don't have a poem written for out last assignment (what, not who, would you die for?), but this worked out pretty well. Here you have it:

Uprooted from her homeland

And replanted in foreign soil

She was a flower

Robbed of her most precious parts

He had picked away at her petals

And left her with nothing but thorns

This prick

Was the reason she sat in a field of carnations

Trying to justify his actions

He loves me

I am an African woman

This is tradition

He loves me not

We rejected this way of life when we became American citizens

He loves me

Circumcised women are viewed as holy, clean, and pure

He loves me not

This may lead to infections I won't receive medications for

He loves me

My role as his wife is one of submission

He loves me not

Gender stratification is prevalent regardless of female circumcision

He loves me

He loves me

He loves me

And she kept saying this to herself

Hoping she'd soon believe it

But the last petal she landed on was the one she heeded

He loved her not

And suddenly, it all added up

Cause numbers don't lie

And there were 6,000 women a day

Dealing with a pain that felt just like hers

Give or take a few

Cause some bled to death in the process

Baby girls and grown women alike

Fondled with the same care as inanimate objects

...all for the sake of male ego

Though they'll tell you it decreases premarital sex and a woman's libido

It's oppression at it's finest

There is no shame in claiming the very thing that makes you feminine

Cause a rose called by any other name smells just as sweet

But a woman with nothing but thorns is considered scorned

And if she could, I'm sure she'd heal herself

But there is no hope in reviving wilted flowers

So I beg you

Stop picking at her petals

For they are, in fact, the very thing that makes her beautiful 

It's My First Kinda Metaphoric Poem,

B

O, How Could I Forget How Much I Love You?

.. this one's for you, for getting me through this long night of notes, studying and writing papers. I'll never forget you. I mean, really... we have history. How could I?

Make a Cloud Ya Pillow-
Come Fly With Me,
B