[I'm trying my best to make actions out of my words, but I'm a firm believer that aint nothing real unless you write it, so naturally-I have to put it down somewhere.
"I dream too much, don't write enough, and I'm trying to find God everywhere."
Writing: my [a][n][t][i]-[d][r][u][g].
It's the most therapeutic and fulfilling, yet natural high I have yet to come across. Quitting is never an option, and I got that good shhhhhh'. Care to indulge?
I am a direct insult to what the fuck Satan invested time in. (C.P. Maze)
My first responsibility is to let my caged words take flight and not believe the hype that what I say don't make a difference. (Mayda del Valle)
...but with something as permanent as death looming like oxygen, passin' you up because God had your back again, how could you sit back and act like you know exactly where you'll go when you're dying? (Cierra Robinson)
I'm a conceited elitist that's borderline genius, who speaks dope wrote broken down English. (Tommy Bottoms)
If you speak about it, you should be about it, not just preach about it all day. Cause if you don't you run the risk of chasing some of the most beautiful people away, and it is never my intention to discourage you- rather encourage you to change your life today. (Lyfe Jennings)
The only man who behaves sensibly is my tailor. He takes me measurements anew each time he sees me. The rest go on with their old measurements and expect me to fit them. (George Bernard Shaw)
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I've never done anything for my dad on fathers day. For no specific reason, but usually other people have bought something for him and said it was from me. The kind of thing like when you're young and you just sign the card. Whatever the case, I wrote him a poem. Took me FOREVER. But I did. I sent it to him as an attachment in an email since I'm not home to perform it. Here's the video:
He liked it. Yay! It's funny how nervous my dad makes me. I tried taping this on my own while sitting down and realized I was doing all the things I used to do when I was nervous performing. I've broken two of those major habits, because I've learned not to let my nerves get the best of me once I hit the stage. However, while taping last night it was a different set of nerves that had me rolling my eyes towards the ceiling and fumbling with my hands.
Yet, and still-the pop was pleased. What'd you do for your big man for fathers day? Or is he just a sperm donor? If you situation is more like the latter, just thank the Big Man Above and wish Him a happy father's day. If he's not on your side either, you're doomed :)
You are the BEST!
ReplyDeleteThat's all I'ma say.
*wipes the tear away*
Wait, I renig on saying I've never done anything for him on Father's Day as far as gifts are concerned.. I did buy him a shirt once..
ReplyDeleteJust thought I'd share that :)
LOL