If You Can Bring on the Heart Ache..

Why can't you hand over the happiness?

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections. -Anonymous

I just got off the phone with Dom, and I was ranting about how I sat down today and decided that I was unhappy (after saying that my day was a regular one and I could complain, but I'd rather not). For what reasons am I unhappy? Where can I begin...

I miss him. The environment I'm in doesn't stimulate me mentally. I recognized this after talking with Ash Cakes today. It had been a while since we had a good sit down. I needed that. My house, better yet-the parental units, do not and are not attempting to understand me and my current state, and as usual- the growth I feel that I've experienced has essential people feeling worthless or I'm questioning the worth of those who I once viewed as essential. Furthermore, I'm a waste of life just passing out my social security number online in hopes of getting a job through this gruesome Internet application process.

With all that being said, I'm trying to get back to the "content" state I was once in.. as Common said: "Never looking back or too far in front of me, the present is a gift and I just wanna BE...",
B